Well, I'm so tired right now I could just crawl back into bed. I may do that but I do have some housework to do, but I really don't care right now. Does that make sense? In all seriousness, nothing is making sense this week. I'm hoping that by having a very peaceful weekend, being away from things that just plain confuse me, I'll be better.
I'm thinking I should be out of control. Crazy. Totally depressed (working on that one) but all I am is confused. Feel like my brain has been put in a blender and I can't find the off button. Is this normal? Does anyone know? I don't.
I did go meet some friends last night. Man, I needed that. It was the first time this week I could just talk to people that I love, that love me and can balance it between serious and injecting some humor in it too. I laughed good and hard and it did make me feel so much better. Of course the wine didn't hurt either. I was home and asleep by 10 pm. That's me...a real party animal. You know, having friends that you love, and that love you can help make things easier to deal with.
Best friends, children and siblings........Perfect!!!
Glad you were able to be with friends-they sure help a lot!
Posted by: Sandy | 03/27/2010 at 09:28 PM
I'm glad you got out and were with people last night. I was worried!! You have a lot to be confused about.
Posted by: Margaret | 03/27/2010 at 12:31 PM
It's normal. The blender feeling. But it does get better. As you begin to understand, accept, and yeah even get really angry. But use that anger to beat this thing!
Posted by: Maribeth | 03/27/2010 at 12:03 PM